2003-04-24
2003-04-24 - 10:33 a.m.
And here are the other things I'm practicing: A quiet mind through meditation every day. Yoga every day. Gratitude for my life every day. I'm writing these things down because in a few months, they may be harder to keep hold of then they are now. I'll need the help. Right now though, I'm happy. Giddy a little bit. Making two huge decisions in the past weeks - staying with J and staying at the current job - has given me freedom. Neither of the decisions were popular ones; family and friends expected me to do the opposite. But I did what felt right. And I feel so, so solid right now. It's lovely. J mentioned yesterday in counseling that in two years of working here, he'd never heard me be positive about the job. That frightens me - it says that I'm not sharing the good things like I should be. It also says that damn, I've got to be more appreciative. I feel recharged.
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